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Let Go

on April 27, 2014

Let Go

This affirmation from Louise Hay has been a mantra for me for the last year and a half. I have had a lot of energy since I woke up today. It comes from a lot of happiness and excitement about the changes that are happening in my life. It also comes from fears and doubts that are old thoughts cycling out of my mind. I am excited about a big move that I will be making this summer. I will be moving south and taking my three girls (kitty cats) with me. We are signing a lease tomorrow to secure the place we will live for hopefully the next few years. I am nervous too. It took me awhile to realize that feeling is OK and totally normal to have. I have worries about how I am going to do it all. Especially since I am unemployed right now. Will I be able to find an easy job here before I move or am I going to be pinching pennies until I get down there and then find a job. I even get down to every detail, which is totally not what you are suppose to do. Ha! I think about where I will work and how the interview will go. Then I think maybe I should work for myself and what would I do? Would I be happy and make money? Would I feel fulfilled everyday? It really can be maddening and it was from about mid January until about a month ago. Every time I have had fears and worries in the past, everything always works out. No matter what the issue is, it works out! EVERY TIME! I am sure God is saying “Ok, how many more times do I have to do this until you can trust that I am here to take care of you?”. Now I say God but others may say the Universe or Holy Spirit. Whatever term you choose to use, you are always taken care of and supported and LOVED! If all of these changes are happening just so I can finally learn that I am truly loved and supported then that is fine with me. I am grateful but it doesn’t mean some days, like today, I don’t wake up with thoughts of how or when everything is going to happen. Also, when I get back from my trip of signing my lease, we have made the decision to put my childhood pet to rest. She is very uncomfortable and its been hard. We love our Maggie Girl and so that is on my mind as well. I have been praying for her and I hope you can send a little prayer out for her too. I am sure I will post about that later on but for now, I had to share all of my buzzing thoughts with you all this morning. I guess that is why so many people recommend meditation and yoga. I know it helps and I try to do it when I can to quiet all of my thoughts. Also, a walk in nature always helps to center me and clear my mind. What do you do to help you “let go” of all fears and doubts? I’m sending you all my support today and hope that you can have peace of mind with whatever changes you are making in your life.

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